What do I really want from writing here?

This is interesting to ponder upon. Lately I have come across people who are more consistent than me. It has stopped me from bragging about my 2 years of writing. It has made me question what actually is my end goal. Also, if I look back, the articles aren’t that great in recent days. At least I am not satisfied. It is tough to be a content creator. However, I have realised at some point everything is tough. That’s where the real learning begins. Do you really have the skin in the game?

Do I really want to build an audience or subscriber base? Honestly, I don’t know is the best answer. I think it’s hard, but it’s doable. However, I know I am not interested in putting up the effort out of fear that I may not gain the subscribers. Same goes for the Habit consulting. I only tried to market it out only once. I should have tried again and again until I figured out a way. It reminds me of where there is a will, there is a way. It seems like I didn’t really want to do it. So what do I really want? I don’t know is the best answer again.

I want to improve my writing skills. I want to be efficient in explaining complex stuff as simple as possible. A first standard student must be able to understand these articles. This is the only thing I want from my writing journey. I want to have better thoughts and a curious mind to make things simpler for me. I don’t need to choose any niche or anything. However, I will build a plan around it this time. I will work on my endings. I am terrible at ending things or leaving them in the middle. Once I learn to end my articles well, it will have a better impact in my life as well.