Blank Mind

Recently, I had a conversation with my lead. She asked me an intrigued question as to what’s gonna I do next after I leave the firm. I went completely blank. Disclaimer: I am still employed and I still don’t have the answer though what if I left the firm the next day. However, everything is figure out able. We can figure that out now. There is always an answer out there we just need to connect the dots.

I have been thinking as to what I will do next but couldn’t come up with an answer. I have been thinking about it since matriculation, more than 7 years back. Since matriculation the series have been as such that the decisions were baked up and I simply made that goal. Now when it’s my turn to make a decision. I found myself incapable. What if it’s a wrong decision. Well we grow to make a right decision after a couple of bad decision. We can never be 100% sure. There will be always ifs and buts.

Since I have been brought up in a business environment, the inclination towards business will be always more, the environment affect. But when it comes to get started, again completely blank. Probably, because of too much calculation in terms of success and failure and starting small is the toughest part. How do I start then? Let’s pick one simple idea. Yeah a simple idea and only one at a time.

What idea?

Again blank. I have to develop the idea muscles to come up small workable ideas. Bringing a product which people don’t know they are eagerly in need of it. What can be that? As India gets more westernised, there will be increase in stress and more craving for peace and happiness. But how do one sell happiness? One way is standup comedian that’s why there is such a huge rise in that field. What’s the other way? Knowing the unknown is difficult. Give mind the question it will keep running on the back until it finally has the answer.

I have been brutally failing at making wise choices. That’s crazy because the poor choices of the past turns us into a wise choice in the future. I will be surely one hack of a tycoon someday. Actually, I am already one :D. The writings are my golden treasure 🙂